Wednesday, 31 December 2014

Lush

Hi so I'm finally doing this, beware it may suck and be really bad, so don't say I didn't warn you, haha
So lush is a shop that sells soaps and nice things to go in the bath like bath fizzers. Lush products are vegan friendly and they are not tested on animals. 
When I first went into the shop, the smell of organically made products hit me,  of fresh products. Like you'd think an old perfumery or pub would smell like, quite potent. My aunt even had to stand outside because the smell of all the products was so potent!

So I had someone help me and tell me about different products. The range in price varies, like I liked the look of this shower gel type thing which came in 3 sizes, the smallest one was like £4 and it was a tester size type bottle and then the prices increased to about £8 for the medium(your usual bottle of shower gel size) and so on.
So I ended up buying the smallest one because it was a lot of money on something I've never used before, I thought if I liked it and want more I will get a bigger size
Now the things I bought were nice and smelt nice, especially the dragons egg one it wasn't too sickly sweet. The other bath bomb and the snow fairy shower fell were nice in small doses as the smell of all the products flooded my bathroom and their smell was sickly sweet if used in high doses. I make it sound so medical haha.
Lush has some lovely products and I'm sure as a treat I will buy some from time to time but as someone who going for a bath is a lot of hassle and quite a lot of effort for many different reasons, I don't really spend half hour in the bath. Which is the amount of time it would've took for one of my "bath bombs"to properly dissolve, never mind to actually sit and relax in the bath. I don't really spend ten minutes in the bath let alone half an hour! I think that's why this review has took so long because it's not that I didn't like what I bought, although the scents could be overpowering, it's more to do with if you are someone who sits in and the bath and relaxs and that going for a bath is not such an effort.
* I hope that's a good review I've been trying to come up with the right words and to be honest have really come up with a case of writers block!
I hope my review makes sense, I have seriously bad skills at proofreading.
See you another time
Sophie
*here are some photos of the lush products/haul/collection/stuff
For such a small bottle I've got a lot of use out of it, it's lasted a while. It's a lovely pink colour and it smells like liquorice and very sweet.
This was to be used gradually in bits, so naturally me being me when I tried to break a bit of to use ended in a bit of a mess. It was very much like the snow fairy shower gel and my bathroom smelled very sweet for about an hour afterwards.

Here's what "the comforter" looked like when dissolved.
This one was recommended by the lady who was helping me pick, saying it was her favourite. It was nice, took a while to dissolve, I had to swizzle it around to get it to dissolve faster. It had a nice smell, not as sweet as "the comforter" or the "snow fairy" shower gel. 

Here's what it looks like once dissolved, which I thought looked really nice.



Friday, 19 December 2014

It's Christmas!!!!

Hi, sorry for the original title, also sorry for  the wall of silence with no new posts for a week or two. It's been an interesting week or two(I've been losing track of one week to the next).
 I'm now having to have another blood test as my gp has had more results from my original blood test, which suggests I am low in vitamin b12. So to confirm that diagnosis, because it can go up and down, I'm having a blood test! Great news!, not! Haha, to add to the thrilling news as I was reading about how they treat the defieceny, they sometimes give you injections! It just gets better! So if I am low I am hoping I can have tablets instead.
So all my Christmas present shopping has finally been done and it's now 3 days until Christmas and less than 2 months until my birthday!
This week my mum and brother George went to visit my older brothers and their families. Oliver, and Luke, live near Liverpool and ironically on the same street across the road from each other. So we don't see them as much, so my mum and George went to take them their presents before Christmas. My brothers each have 2 children, a boy and a girl each. Bobby and Lola are Luke's kids, Kitty and Alfie are Oliver and his girlfriend Joanne's kids. 
Fun fact- I was the one who got to name Bobby. 
So that left my dad and my brother Tom and I at home. Now my dad can't cook to save his life and I don't think his 'what makes up a meal' thought track is the same as my mum. So on the day my mum and George left, we got a Chinese takeaway, which was really nice. Then as they were only going one day, we got a pizza from dominoes for tea before they got home at around 8:30. We also had my niece Daisy at our house.
Happy Christmas, I won't take so long to post again, I'm hoping to post for New Year's Eve or New Year's Day.
But until then,
Happy Christmas, I hope everyone who reads this has a lovely Christmas!
Sophie 

Yeah my mum saw this at the train station on the way home for me! She knows me so well!

Monday, 8 December 2014

Life's changes....

Hi, I can finally say I've bought pretty much all my Christmas shopping and am currently waiting for it to be delivered. It's pretty exciting!
This week I feel like I'm still shattered from tonight alive and echosmith. So I went to the doctors on Monday for the results of my blood tests. Thankfully all the results were fine except for one. Vitamin D. I used to have to take vitamin d (and calcium) because when they tested it, it was low, 29, which is really low in itself. But this time it was 10, my gp even said it was one of the lowest hes ever seen. Yikes! So now I have to go back to taking them, I hated taking them the first time because they taste like milk. I don't like milk, don't drink it. I don't really like dairy to be honest really. So I have to take a booster type tablet, its a big dose, once a week for 6 weeks and then take a supplementary tablet twice a day every day. I think its something I'll always have to take, Boo! Lol! My mum and I had a sneaky suspicion if it was going to be anything it would be that, it's better than it being nothing or something serious though. My tablets had to be ordered in, I think because its such a high dose, so hopefully next time I write I will have been taking them a while and hopefully it will make a difference. Fingers crossed!

So this week I also met up with my ex teacher from school. You see for the last 2 years of school I have been tutored by a organization called ESTMA, I can't remember what it stands for?? It's like school but the teachers come to your house, but with me my teacher Ellie came to my school. It's for children with a medical issue, mentally or physically. I suffered severe depression and so was eligible for schooling through ESTMA. I finished my school years through ESTMA and I was one of my teacher's last students as she retired, ironically my last day at school was her last day in her job. We still keep in touch through email. So on Monday I went into town with my mum, my brother George and Daisy my niece. We met up at Greggs the bakery, quick tip: try their pizza its delicious, and had a catchup. My teacher, Ellie, said it was surreal as I during my school lessons had mentioned how she had to try the pizza at greggs, and how I was always going to get Greggs pizza afterwards. So she tried it and said it was quite nice! After we said goodbye, we went into morrisons and while my mum bought things for dinner, I bought Daisy some pajamas. One Direction pajamas! You can tell shes my niece, she likes Louis and she was there when I met them and I said to Louis how my niece loved her. He was really nice and said to say hi to her!

I'm hoping to post my lush review alongside this post.
I have tickets to the radio one music awards but at the moment, I have been so worn out I'm not sure whether I am going at the moment, If I do, I will do a blog post on it. One direction and clean bandit are performing!
Thanks for reading
See you soon 

   

Friday, 28 November 2014

Everything seems more clear, here on the other side...

Hi Tonight Alive was amazing!! Just saying.

So my mum and I went to Koko, in Camden, on Wednesday. I love Koko, from the staff to the access to the venue, its just great. Its only ten minutes or so from kings cross station so a another short taxi ride.  When we got there we had someone to show us to our spots and they even constructed a ramp so I could be higher than the railing, seeing over the railing. I didn't have that last time I went to koko so it was a bit of a nice surprise. We had someone stay near so that if we needed anything, he could help. Also they helped keep people who didn't need to be there stayed out. 

So first there was a band called Captain chunk no chunk. They're french and to be honest they screamed a little too much for my liking. Although I liked their cover of 'all star', I knew that one, haha! Its really weird because the singer had a really nice voice when he wasn't screaming so I joked to my mum, its always the quiet ones you need to watch, haha.

Then we had a band called the summer set, I'd heard of them before. They were from America. I knew two of their songs, 'boomerang' and 'Lightening in a bottle'. I have been listening to them ever since as well haha. They also did a cover of Ed Sheerans 'Sing' which had everyone singing along- I love that song!

Then finally Tonight Alive came onstage and powered through their songs, I don't think my mum liked it that much as it was quite loud. But I loved it, I especially loved it when Jenna came and sang 'amelia' as that song has great significance for me I feel, As its about one of her friends passing away and well I know how that feels when suddenly someone you've spent a great deal of school time with is gone. Its probably the only time I've ever got choked up at a concert and nearly balled my eyes out. 
When the concert was over, one of the staff at koko said 'did I want a setlist and pick?' and gave me a setlist and pick, which they had been throwing to the crowd. I felt that was lovely touch as there is no way I would have been able to get one of them.
We had someone escort us through the crowd to the foyer to wait while they booked us a taxi, and when the taxi arrived someone took us to the taxi, in the pouring rain! Thats why I love Koko because they really know how to help and cant do enough. I've been to lots of places for concerts but no where has quite beaten Koko.
Here's some photos 

My mum and I on the train


My American Apparel dress, the cutest dress ever (with the added photobomb of my wheelchair and coat!)


The Summer Set- Fun fact their drummer is a girl, Girl power!!!

Tonight Alive- Sorry its not the best photos as the stage lights were bright


The Setlist, Thanks to the Koko Staff

one side of the Guitar pick, thanks to the Koko Staff 
The other side of the Guitar pick


My Tour T-shirt, My brother said I looked like a hippie but I quite like this t-shirt!

My Posters and Pictures, Including my new Tonight alive one I got from the concert
Jenna Singing 'Amelia'

 See you soon
Sophie

Tuesday, 25 November 2014

What is this life?!


Well hi there, no this post is not delving into the meaning of life I am just too excited because of Echosmiths gig at barfly.
Another fun fact about me- my blog address is inspired by them, from one of my favourite songs of there's called 'safest place' .
The lyric goes 'Its your own story, Its the safest place you'll ever be' that is the correct line as I double checked on A-Z Lyrics! Hehe
So as you may know I went to their first ever gig in England at a place called Barfly in Camden, ironically I passed Koko where I am going on Wednesday.
When my aunt Maria and I got there, the staff were really helpful and we got to go upstairs to the stage area first to avoid the crowds. As I said in my previous blog post I had been in touch with the management to say I'm blind and all that la de dah, and true to there word I had a stool waiting for me to sit on!
But instead of in the front I was sat at the bar, that barman must of thought I was a right nutter! So it wasn't until I kneeled on the stool with my aunt holding onto me to make sure I didn't stack it that I had a clear view above the peoples heads.
So onto the show, first there was this band called Alvarez Kings, they were quite good actually, even though I had no idea who they were. I might go google them!
 Then it was the main event- Echosmith!
I kept saying each song they sang that 'I love this song!' but my favourites would have to be Bright, Safest Place and Nothings Wrong, I really do love those songs!
 It was really good, they were really good and when it was over my legs were quivering from being on the stool, it was really quite painful. Oops!
The night didn't end there as my mum before the show went on echosmiths website and clicked on the question section. She said that apparently they come out after each show! So I asked the lady on the merch stand, I was their first customer as I was the first person up there. She said hang around after and they'll come out. So we hung around, I saw there manager, he was selling off sydneys parasol, so I said I'll give him £10! and I got it, it was a really cute parasol actually. Not made for English weather though hahah! but not relising it, I spent my taxi fare, thankfully my auntie maria said she would pay for it in exchange as a birthday present. I also got a sticker, because my aunt said to him that I'd spent my taxi money!
So I met the band minus Jamie, I don't know where he was, and I got them to sign the parasol, poster(that I got with my tshirt) and had a photo with them! They were actually really nice, Sydney said she liked my hair. Yeah It was a epic night.
But I'm feeling it today, my neck,back and legs!
I do love going to concerts because like last night I was just like everyone else, for those few hours, you can forget about everything.
Now I'm getting ready for Tonight Alive tomorrow! 
My outfit selfie,

My aunt and I on the train to London 


My aunt took a picture of the stage before the crowd turned up



Here's my parasol, it's really quite cute, ironically I've always wanted one of my own, don't know where it's going to go in my room though?!

Poster time!
Me and echosmith, yeah sorry about the cheesy grin, I was nervous, lol I'm always nervous



 

Saturday, 22 November 2014

Hello, Hi, Good Evening

Hi
Has anyone seen One Directions new video 'Night Changes', It was adorable, my mum found it funny. She said to me,'Aww you could go ice skating with Harry', Now I'm just gonna put it out there, someone coordinately challenged like me and ice skating is not a good mix. We tried it for my birthday and my two brothers birthday as they are separated by 2 days from my birthday and well my dad had to literally hold me up and keep hold of me so I didnt fall over. Which I didnt!  I mean it was funny because when Harry fell over and had to wear that sling it bought memories back of when I had to wear a sling like that when I first broke my elbow, not fun. LOL.

So this coming week is actually looking exciting as on Monday I'm going to Barfly in Camden, London to see Echosmith. Echosmith are a up and coming band formed of 3 brothers and sister. Talk about keeping it in the family! Hahah. I think they're a really cool band,  I'm hoping I should get a good view as I will be taking my half cane with me since its not a venue accessible for my wheelchair. I'll be getting a stool to sit on though so that'll be nice and hopefully right in front of the stage. My auntie Maria will be coming with me. Also fun fact the bands last name is Sierota- reminds me of the song 'My Sharona'

Then on Wednesday I will be heading back to one of my favorite venues I've been to, Koko, to see Tonight Alive. I first went to Koko, in Camden also, when I first went to see 5 seconds of summer. I really liked the size of the venue and the view it gave me in the disabled zone. Also the access is quite good. I'll be going in my wheelchair for this one and my mum is coming with me. It'll be quite interesting to see how things go because I've never done two concerts so close to each other and I'm normally left hibernating the whole next week with only one concert. I'll be posting a blog post about the concerts when I've recovered haha.
I think looking at this can be quite misleading as in, I sound like I go out and about all the time. I think its just I don't post when I'm stuck in bed asleep or too tired to move or I have a headache. Well because there are so many of those days that they all blend into one and frankly no one wants to read.

My Lush Haul post- its coming. I'm just trying to find the time to test all of the
products(look at me with my business knowledge even though I just spent way too long trying to spell business!) and what to write exactly ha!
Now I know that as someone who likes to go to concerts there's not much in way of information about disabled access, so I introduce to you - Euans Guide. Its a website in which its gives you accessibility reviews of places from McDonalds to Wembley Arena. If your a member you can also post reviews of places. speaking of which I should post some reviews haha.
Heres the link, I think its a really cool idea as access information is not always easy to find.
http://www.euansguide.com/


Er well thats it, I guess, Taylor Swift 1989 is still on replay and its only 32 days to Christmas!!!
See you soon everyone :-)


Echosmith

Tonight Alive


Monday, 10 November 2014

Shopping trips and blood tests


Hi so this is my weekly update, 
So this week started with me feeling under the weather, as in a bad cold, sore throat, headache and feeling sick. Which was a great way to start my weekend/week! Not haha. 
Side note : did anyone see X factor?! I cannot believe Paul Akister went home, I think my whole family were shouting at the tv! He has one of the best voices of the competition so I think he could become one of the "he did better by not winning" type stories, as many of the xfactor success stories didn't actually win. I believe he has a bright future.

Onwards and upwards though on Wednesday I went shopping with nan and auntie Maria. We went to the one in Milton Keynes. As I am going to a concert for the band Echosmith (Google them, they're really cool) I thought lets go shopping and get a new outfit, my whole reasoning behind going shopping haha!
I finally ,in hmv, bought my copy of 1989 by Taylor swift which I freely admit has been on repeat since then. I also bought ed sheerans x which is such a beautiful album and one of my all time favourite books and movies, the fault in our stars on dvd! Which just this afternoon I watched and even though in the cinema I didn't cry, watching it today I shed a few tears at the eulogy scene. I won't say more incase someone sees this and they have yet to watch it, if that's the case what are you waiting for, go watch it!
I also stopped in new look and got a nice pair of velvet leggings to wear, a new purse and in river island I got a nice white cami top to go with it. I went in lush for the first time ever!! I bought 3 things, a shower gel called snow fairy, the comforter bubble bar slice and the dragons egg bath ball.  I can't wait to try them and I think I'll post a review of them up on here. I also bought a few bits and bobs in superdrugs including two new eyeliner pencils in white and brown and a new bottle of the Rimmel London 'wake me up' foundational I'm nearing empty on my current bottle of it.
For lunch we went in Pizza Hut, I love Pizza!, I had a half pepperoni/half margarita, it was lovely. As I had garlic bruchetta bread as well, which was really nice as well, I ended up taking half my pizza home to eat later. Which I did, haha.
So that was my shopping trip it was really nice as I hired an electric wheelchair from the centre mk shopping centre shop mobility, so it meant I wasn't as tired from walking. 
I also saw this trainee guide dog and its walker, I went up to them and the lady let me stroke the dog and I said that I was blind and hoping to get a dog for the blind. Who knows maybe that dog is destined to be mine? Either way the dog was lovely and surprisingly I found myself missing her/him, I can't remember, when I got home.
I must admit I was shattered when I got home and I'm still shattered now, reminding me why I don't go out much! Haha

Today I had a Camhs appointment, child and adolescent mental health service, as well as a blood test. My mum and I joked saying my gp( he wasn't doing the blood test by the way, it was a blood taking nurse) really wanted his bloods worth, he needed about 4 tubes full!
Then I went home and watched the fault in our stars! 
Before I forget when I got home I found my package had arrived, a custom phone case, which I ended up showing the nurse taking my blood, I don't think she realised it was me at first then my mum said it was me. 
I might do a post on how that photo came to be, I'm trying to keep it a secret until you see the photo, hopefully in the next week or so.
Thanks for reading if you have, that's epic.
Hope you enjoyed
P.s here are some photos....


My hmv spending spree- fun fact- if I could I'd spend all my money in hmv, it's a good job you can't buy online, I'd be broke!!! Haha
My velvet leggings from new look and my new purse also from new look
My new white cami from river island
Evidence of my lush splurge
My new phone case!!!

Tuesday, 4 November 2014

When life gives you disability

Hi, so this is aptly titled "When life gives you disability" so I guess from that you can work out that this post is about my disability/illness. Fun topic! haha

So I guess all my problems started when I was 12 months old and I was diagnosed with a type of brain tumour called a medullablastoma(I think that's how to spell it- lol) . apparently if I had been diagnosed earlier than when I had I wouldn't be here as the treatment I had my consultant had just been to a type of conference where it was mentioned. So luck was on my side I guess in that instance. I had chemo, I didn't have radiation. They perfomed surgery to remove it and also in the process removed a good deal of my cerebellum, so now I have poor balance. I also had whats called an omar reservoir stuck in for good measures, no I'm only joking it was put in my head as part of the treatment. that's what the treatment was they put the resovoire in your head and the chemo gets put in that so it goes directly to the source in a sense. I also have indentions from where I had lines put in- I'm not too sure what there called, and I think my mum still has the lines somewhere?! So I have been free of cancer for 15 years now, which is amazing. Especially as they stopped the type of treatment that I had because it was too toxic, I think, which it was when you weigh it up. but then I think any treatment for a brain tumour is going to be toxic because the brain is one of the most vital organs in our body. So if you put some poison inside the brain of course there will be some repercussion. I read somewhere someone wrote that they thought having a brain tumour/brain cancer is the worst type to have as it just destroys the person. Which in some sense I agree, I don't want to say one type of cancer is worse than the other but a brain tumour really does change the person causing irreparable damage.

my vision is also an issue, I have tunnel vision but only out of one eye at a time, which at times is a really crap thing to deal with because I cant go out anywhere without someone with me. But that's why me and my mum are so close we literally do everything together lol.

I also have hydrocephalus which I was diagnosed with at 9 - 10 years old. Hydrocephalus is a build up of fluid in the brain and for me caused me to have debilitating headaches from the pressure in my head, which I still have from time to time. To help manage the pressure from the fluid buildup, I had a shunt fitted, there's a valve in my head and then a tube connected that runs down to my stomach, so it drains into my stomach. you can even feel the tube in the side of my neck, haha. Although I vividly remember my doctor saying if this had been left undetected for much longer I could've died. Which is pretty scary but in a sense you just do what you have to do because I've lived like this for so long now I don't know any other way then to just plod along and deal with the setbacks.

So this past year I had some tests done on my brain to see whether it had any damage done to it that we don't know about, and we found out -
My memory is really horrific
I have the maths age of a 8 year old- seriously!
my processing is not good either
Amongst other things I cant really remember.
I mean those things are not that big of a surprise really for me as I've always known that my memory is terrible and my maths is - I don't think theres a word for that haha.
I also have ataxia which is poor balance and I walk with a wide gait which i'm not too sure why I do I just do
 In September 2013, I fractured my elbow and ripped the tricep off and now I am left with an elbow that doesn't straighten properly!
To top my lovely list of illnesses and disability off, my dad had a blood clot in his leg last year and he had tests run to see if he has any blood disorders. Turns out he did, so his doctor said to test his children, so I was tested (my brothers are still need to be tested) and turns out I have Factor V Leiden. its a disorder where you are more likely to develop a blood clot. Which is just great! When I found out me and mum joked lifes just trying to bump me off, lol.
I also have anxiety, massively so, not that you'd be able to tell because my therapist says I'm very good at hiding my true feelings and worries, lol.
 I also suffer from things like being very slow, and tired all the time which have no diagnosis or reason behind. 



So that's me, its a list! but after reading this I don't want people to feel sorry for me because that's not what I need, I just need to get on with life. I don't want to say I'm this happy person who is an inspiration, i'm not, far from it. its just you learn to adjust. sure there are days where you wish you had a different tumour or it never happened at all. theres a lot of those days. there are also days where you remember all the things you've experienced because of everything and the things that make me who I am today. I love those days. But in all honesty most of the time I don't think about it, because unless its mentioned, theres no need to. I just get on with it.
I dont feel like I'm one of those people who never complain though, I mean just ask my family! But coming from someone who couldn't walk or anything when I was ill and the first few years of my life to a 16 year old, who still with a lot of problems lol, is just taking one day at a time.

Thanks for reading- you deserve a medal for reading the epic saga that is my life, I tried to mention everything, My memory is not all it seems haha.
Na'night,

Tuesday, 28 October 2014

Love, Rosie - movie review

Hi again, 😊
I'm hoping to post a post on the disability/illness in my life either this week or next week, so look out for that.
But tonight I actually went out into the world tonight, haha, to my local cinema (with mother dearest, we're almost joined at the hip didn't you know!)to see the new romantic comedy, starring Lily Collins and Sam Claflin. It's also based on the book 'Where Rainbows End' by Cecilia Ahern.
So me being the movie fan that I am, anyone who knows me knows that I love movies a lot. So why not while its fresh in what some can only call my mind and memory,lol, why not write a review on it?
So here is my review of Love, Rosie :
Love Rosie is about 2 best friends, Rosie and Alex, who have been best friends since they were young. We follow Rosie and Alex throughout their lives, although it seems from the opening scene it was through a flashback as if all that has happened led to where the characters are now, if you've seen the movie you'll know what I mean.
The last 15 minutes or so are what happens after the opening scene, it's soo hard not to give away what happens!, and the ending is so sweet and cute.
The film asks the question, can a boy and a girl be friends without either of them developing feelings  for the other. 

Now I know the answer for me to that question, it is possible, my best friend is a boy, Kevin, and we've known each other for round about 7 years. We know where we stand with each other, we're best friends, to be honest he's my only friend lol.
But I guess it just depends on the people and the situation I guess.

I really enjoyed this movie, I loved the humour of it. It had a british humour feel to it. I found it slightly ironic they got a British actress to play an American, British people live in America too. But it didn't hinder it. I loved the chemistry between Lily Collins and Sam Claflin, I thought it was very believable and and sweet! I also loved the secondary characters, like Rosie's dad and Jamie winstone as ruby.
So all in all a very cute, light romantic comedy drama, if that's a even a genre, it's great for a night with the girls or for maybe a date. I'd happily go to see it again 😄 the trailer link is underneath if you haven't seen it or just want to rewatch the trailer!



Saturday, 25 October 2014

My Turning Page

So if people are reading this, my names Sophie and I'm 16. 
I'm currently at my Nans 70th, so what better way to spend your time than writing your 1st blog post.
That sounded terrible, like I have nothing better to do than write this! Lol, I'm hoping these posts get better as I write these.
little known fact about me, I'm visually impaired! I know right, never would've guessed it!
Its part to do with the fact I had a brain tumor, medullablastoma when I was a baby. I also have hydrocephalus. But I might do a separate post on my illness/disability and all that jazz.

So, what do I do with my life- Not much! As the title states my life is very much in the slow lane. Nobody knows really why I'm so tired and really slow. like really tired and really slow, its embarrassing. The fact nobody knows why irritates me, because basically it stops me doing a lot and I spend my time asleep. Sounds like ideal heaven right? not for me.

enough of the depressing side of what I do in life. 
I love reading, like my book shelf is turning into an actual library and I'm currently drowning, figuratively in the amount of books I have to read. library books, my aunts books, my own books.
I also love to sing, not dancing because frankly I look like I'm being tassered, but I would love to be in a band and be like paramore or echosmith or tonight alive. That would be the dream not just because I love to sing but because I don't want to let my disability hold me back and make a difference to what I do with my life.

I also love music and bands! I mean *Peter Dickson voice* ONE DIRECTION!! lol
I also love different bands than one direction as well, that's not what you wanna read about, all the bands I like(I'm sure I'll mention them more then enough anyway! I also love going to concerts- I've seen glee live, one direction twice (if they bring their on the road tour it will be 3 times-lol) 5sos 3 times and Paramore twice. trust me if you don't know who paramore are you are missing out- best band EVER!

So ultimately that's my life haha
Hope you enjoyed reading, I think my mum wants me to participate in life a bit so bye for now